The Next Level

yesterday i received a very good news from Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia. my applications to do my PHD in Sociology of Education has been accepted! this is the best news i received before the year 2010 ended.

at the same time i have doubt about myself. can i do it? well, i did well in my masters but i know it is not the same. some people called it Permanent Head Damage and some people called it Permanent Heart Damage..do i have to go through all this? do i need to do all this? my life is quite comfortable right now. i dont know but this is my decision. i was the one who applied..nobody has forced me to do it.

well..whether i like it or not, i already put one step and i cannot reverse my decision. i hope i can do well. i hope i manage to finish it on time. i wish...

please God, let it be the best decision that i ever made.

pssst.. sent my mom off to Melbourne Australia at LCCT yesterday.. i wish i could follow her but my budget is tight..now i have to start worry about my education fees...:(

School Holidays..Yahoo!!

Today is the last day of school...hooray!
but still have to go to school next week..jaga peksa!
i will go to KL this afternoon to settle some matters.
then i will go back to kampung tonite because tomorrow my mom will go to Langkawi.just want to send her.

nothing much to say actually..so happy holidays to all..kepada yang cuti saja ek..hehehe.

Life In the Fast Lane

have been very busy this week. i just summarize what i did to save me some time. i need to update my blog atlest once a week. so here we are :

handling River Rangers program with Jabatan Pengairan dan Saliran. took the students to Sungai Kayu Ara, Mambau as a field work. they enjoyed it every moment. from there they know why it is so important for us to make sure our river clean and safe for consumption.the climax is one of out top host in the country, Ally Iskandar, also came to give some talk about this.

apart from that we arranged a study trip to Yakult Factory to show the students how they make such a wonderful drink. it reminded me to drink more yakult (its a prebiotic drink) everyday to clean my stomach (right?)

my neck and shouder pain has been subsided. maybe because i was too busy to even think about it at all.thanks to all my friends who wish me well. i really appreciate your prayer :))

went up and downn to lawyer office to settle my house loan.now i can breath easier and sleep peacefully at night.

went back to my village to visit my father. hes not feeling well lately so i try to visit him as often as i could.

thats all i can think of so far..i think there is more but i couldnt think about it at all and i know some peoples are busier than me hahaha ..see ya!

Sick Again!

i dont know what has happened to me lately. i feel so much in pain. past few weeks i already visited my doctor twice because of my neck and shoulder pain.

and this morning when i went to school, suddenly i feel very sharp pain at my right lower abdomen. the pain was so unbearable, i had to ask my colleague to sent me to the nearby clinic.

the first 22 hour clinic. the nurse said the doctor is on the way. i could not make myself to believe her. the doctor might be still at home having breakfast. then we proceed to the second clinic..this time 24 hour one. the doctor was in. i feel relieved!

she suspected i had appendicitis..she then referred me to the emergency room at the general hospital.. i have to wait for about 2 hours before i finally got to see the doctor. from the test he detected some blood in my urine but he couldnt give me the ultimate answer to my problem. he wrote a letter to refer me to the surgical department. maybe i have stone in my kidney. whattt!!

but i have to wait for another 3 weeks..have to get me a date first with the specialist..:(