The Next Level

yesterday i received a very good news from Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia. my applications to do my PHD in Sociology of Education has been accepted! this is the best news i received before the year 2010 ended.

at the same time i have doubt about myself. can i do it? well, i did well in my masters but i know it is not the same. some people called it Permanent Head Damage and some people called it Permanent Heart Damage..do i have to go through all this? do i need to do all this? my life is quite comfortable right now. i dont know but this is my decision. i was the one who applied..nobody has forced me to do it.

well..whether i like it or not, i already put one step and i cannot reverse my decision. i hope i can do well. i hope i manage to finish it on time. i wish...

please God, let it be the best decision that i ever made.

pssst.. sent my mom off to Melbourne Australia at LCCT yesterday.. i wish i could follow her but my budget is tight..now i have to start worry about my education fees...:(