Prayer For Ayah

My mom just came back from melbourne last saturday and i have been with her ever since at our kampung house. so heart breaking to see her crying everyday. i know how lost she is right now without her husband of 43 years. i miss him too but i brave myself not to cry in front of her. i don't want to add salt to her broken heart. it will be more painful.

luckily i am still in my holiday break. so she wont feel very lonely. tonight we will offer a prayer in the mark of 30th days he departed from us. the last prayers we did mom was not around. and she was determined to do the best for her husband this time.

and as for me, there is so much thing i need to do but i have to put it on hold. maybe i will start everything next week. life must goes on but and at this time i know my mom need us most. thats the only comfort i can offer her right now.to be with her all the time. i dare not to think when the time comes when all of us have to leave her to continue with our job. maybe i ask her to stay with me, but knowing her i know she wont leave the house anymore.god please help her to go through this.

Life Goes On

It has been 2 weeks since my father had left us but not a single day passed without me thinking of him. there is a moment when i feel regret for not being able to be with him on his last breath but god knows better why. my mom also was not around..she's in Melbourne now and will only be back on 17th. i know she's desperately wanted to come home then but due to other technicalities, our family adviced her against it. anyway there is nothing much she can do. the funeral was smooth and fast. he left us around 7 am and by 2.00pm he was already buried.

just yesterday i got my admission letter to UKM. i wish i can share this proud moment with my father but i guess it was too late. the only thing in my mind right now is i must prepare to the challenges. when i did my masters it was challenging enough and i almost regretted it.but to think of it, life would be no fun if its dull and boring. i will register on 23th of December and my life as a student will begin. hmmm did i ever tell u that i'm doing it part time only? well i have a job.. so double work for me in 2011. Life must goes on and i want to make sure it's fun!

The Saddest Day of My Life

if u noticed lately, i seldom online nowadays because i have to visit my sickly father. but now he has passed away peacefully leaving my family and me. he died around 7.00 am last sunday without giving us any indication that he will leave us forever.

Ayah, i know u cannot hear me anymore but still i want to tell the world that you are the best father and i don't want to change anything for that. as a daughter, i still feel not satisfied taking care of you like you taking care of me and adik-adik. without you around i feel lost. i miss you so much and i hope we will meet again someday in other world.

Ayah, i love you very very much. i know i never utter this word to you directly when you alive but i hope u know or feel the love from our action. i promise to think of you every single day without a miss. al fatehah and may you rest in peace.

The Next Level

yesterday i received a very good news from Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia. my applications to do my PHD in Sociology of Education has been accepted! this is the best news i received before the year 2010 ended.

at the same time i have doubt about myself. can i do it? well, i did well in my masters but i know it is not the same. some people called it Permanent Head Damage and some people called it Permanent Heart Damage..do i have to go through all this? do i need to do all this? my life is quite comfortable right now. i dont know but this is my decision. i was the one who applied..nobody has forced me to do it.

well..whether i like it or not, i already put one step and i cannot reverse my decision. i hope i can do well. i hope i manage to finish it on time. i wish...

please God, let it be the best decision that i ever made.

pssst.. sent my mom off to Melbourne Australia at LCCT yesterday.. i wish i could follow her but my budget is tight..now i have to start worry about my education fees...:(

School Holidays..Yahoo!!

Today is the last day of school...hooray!
but still have to go to school next week..jaga peksa!
i will go to KL this afternoon to settle some matters.
then i will go back to kampung tonite because tomorrow my mom will go to Langkawi.just want to send her.

nothing much to say actually..so happy holidays to all..kepada yang cuti saja ek..hehehe.

Life In the Fast Lane

have been very busy this week. i just summarize what i did to save me some time. i need to update my blog atlest once a week. so here we are :

handling River Rangers program with Jabatan Pengairan dan Saliran. took the students to Sungai Kayu Ara, Mambau as a field work. they enjoyed it every moment. from there they know why it is so important for us to make sure our river clean and safe for consumption.the climax is one of out top host in the country, Ally Iskandar, also came to give some talk about this.

apart from that we arranged a study trip to Yakult Factory to show the students how they make such a wonderful drink. it reminded me to drink more yakult (its a prebiotic drink) everyday to clean my stomach (right?)

my neck and shouder pain has been subsided. maybe because i was too busy to even think about it at all.thanks to all my friends who wish me well. i really appreciate your prayer :))

went up and downn to lawyer office to settle my house loan.now i can breath easier and sleep peacefully at night.

went back to my village to visit my father. hes not feeling well lately so i try to visit him as often as i could.

thats all i can think of so far..i think there is more but i couldnt think about it at all and i know some peoples are busier than me hahaha ..see ya!

Sick Again!

i dont know what has happened to me lately. i feel so much in pain. past few weeks i already visited my doctor twice because of my neck and shoulder pain.

and this morning when i went to school, suddenly i feel very sharp pain at my right lower abdomen. the pain was so unbearable, i had to ask my colleague to sent me to the nearby clinic.

the first 22 hour clinic. the nurse said the doctor is on the way. i could not make myself to believe her. the doctor might be still at home having breakfast. then we proceed to the second clinic..this time 24 hour one. the doctor was in. i feel relieved!

she suspected i had appendicitis..she then referred me to the emergency room at the general hospital.. i have to wait for about 2 hours before i finally got to see the doctor. from the test he detected some blood in my urine but he couldnt give me the ultimate answer to my problem. he wrote a letter to refer me to the surgical department. maybe i have stone in my kidney. whattt!!

but i have to wait for another 3 weeks..have to get me a date first with the specialist..:(

Jokes For This Month

BAD NEWS

A law firm receptionist answered the phone the morning after the firm's senior partner had passed away unexpectedly. "Is Mr. Spenser there?" asked the client on the phone.

"I'm very sorry, but Mr. Spenser passed away last night," the receptionist answered. "Can anyone else help you?".

The man paused for a moment, then quietly said, "no" and hung up. Ten minutes later, he called again and asked for Mr. Spenser, his ex-wife's lawyer. The receptionist said, "You just called a few minutes ago, didn't you? Mr. Spenser has died. I'm not making this up."

The man again hung up.

Fifteen minutes later, he called a third time and asked for Mr. Spenser. The receptionist was irked by this time. "I've told you twice already, Mr. Spenser is dead. He is not here! Why do you keep asking for him when I say he's dead? Don't you understand what I'm saying?"

The man replied, "I understand you perfectly. I just like hearing you say it over and over."

THE CLEANING BILL

Two Buddies were drinking in a bar one night and had became extreamly drunk. One guy was so drunk that he had got sick all over his shirt. He looks at his buddy and says "My wife is gonna kill me when I get home,this is a brand new shirt! His buddy looks at him and says "don't worry,just put $20 in your front pocket and tell her that some guy got sick on you and gave you $20 for the cleaning bill. The guy thinks this is a exellent idea and continues to drink. He closes the bar down and heads home. When he arrives and opens the front door his wife is standing there waiting on him. "just look at you, you drunk ! You even got sick all over yourself". The man replies "No baby, it isnt like that some guy got sick on me and look here he gave me $20 for the cleaning bill. She pulls the money out of his pocket and counts it and says "Wait one minute theres $40 here! The guy looks at her and says " Oh yea, he shit in my pants too!

I dont have any idea to write, so i share this jokes with you. Happy Joking!!

Massage Oh Massage

(pics from uncle google)

that is exactly what i did during weekend. i went for a good massage!

actually i went back to my hometown to visit my parents. my father was not feeling very well so i think i should give him a visit. i went back on saturday, thts why some of you did notice that i went missing for a while. sorry friends, i should leave a note for you next time...ahaks!

then my sister suggest me to get a good massage. and i think, why not? the lady who did massage me was soooo good. she massaged me for almost 2 hours..i feel so relax and fresh after the massage.i'm already thinking want to book her for the next visit. so if you feel stress, body aching and need something to calm you down, why dont u have a good massage? after all my father always tell me this..imagine your body is like one big car..you have to send it to the workshop for maintenance... your body also the same...haait..what are you waiting some more? go to the nearest spa available and get a good massage!

pssstt! i wish i can do that everyday..;)

What Sign of Zodiac You Should Be

You Should Be A Taurus

What's good about you: you're stable, responsible, and loyal to those around you What's bad about you: you're stubborn and overly cautious - change is not easy In love: it's easy to melt your heart with traditional romantic gestures In friendship, you're: loyal - you'll do almost anything for a friend Your ideal job: chef, jewelry designer, or actor Your sense of fashion: sleek, designer, and very expensive You like to pig out on: steak and cheesecake BTW, I'M A LIBRA..LOL! and to nonoy..my birthday is tomorrow on 13 October 19**

What Sign Should You Be?

Blogthings: Waste Time at Work!

Convo and Birthday

My convocation day is getting nearer..i went to UPM last week to collect my robe..oh my..the lady incharge told me robe S size has been taken up by others. Only M, L, XL and XXl size left. i have no choice..so i took the M size robe. as expected the robe was too big!!i dont need to wear anything because the robe already cover up everything! but that is not an opsyen lol!

when i think back..i feel just like yesterday i went for the first day of my masters classess. i remember clearly on that day, my car has broke down somewhere in Bangi.. on the highway. i was so terrified and cried my heart out. but luckily my prince charming came and rescue me at no time..fuh!

and after 2 years, i be able to finish my studies and doing quite well. i'm proud of myself.. to be able to study and work at the same time. time fly very fast. if i think back, i would gladly tell everybody who has the ambition to study.. to just register yourself and take the course that you would love to do..dont think..just go for it!you would gain lot of knowledge and this knowledge you cannot get anywhere.

somebody has asked me lately, would i pursue my study after this? and my answer is, WHY NOT?

the best thing is, my convocation day will fall on my very BIRTHDAY! how memorable day it would be!

Good Luck For Your Exams

today is PMR day. PMR standd for Penilaian Menengah Rendah or some sort of assessment to Form Three students through out the country. with this results, they will be sorted out according to their capability such as pure science stream, arts or others.

when i was in form 3, the exam was not PMR but SRP (Sijil Rendah Pelajaran). huh, you can guess how old i was already because PMR only been introduced.. not quite recently..quite a time but not as dinosour as SRP hahaha.

i was in boarding school that time. so i did quite well. enough to make my parents proud. the i went on to take pure science. i love biology and chemistry but not physic and addmaths. never passed my monthly test, but amazingly i passed when i took my SPM. maybe they lower the passing rates...hahaha

good luck boys, good luck girls.make your parents proud of you too. and make yourself proud. this is only the first step before you take a bigger challenge in your life. make sure you can make it!

Google Chrome

hi friends..thanks for all the wishes..i am feeling much much better now..the pain just disappear gradually..and i feel great! i hope the pain will not re-occur again.

few days ago my beloved sister came and wanted to borrow my laptop.you know what she said when she saw my google browser? hey, why don't you change this browser to google chrome? it is much faster and you can save lot of time loading things!

well, i was already pissed off with my internet connection..my broadband was really useless.i dont know if this two things related in any way or not. i am IT blinded. but if i can surf internet faster than now, why not.

maybe all of you already change your browser to google chrome. can you tell me exactly what it is? do it really make internet surfing much faster and easier?if you know what is the difference, please care to elaborate it to me.

but i did my home work too. read this
1. Speed
Chrome is designed to be fast in every possible way: It's quick to start up from your desktop, loads web pages in a snap, and runs complex web applications fast.

2.Simplicity
Chrome's browser window is streamlined, clean and simple. Chrome also includes features that are designed for efficiency and ease of use. For example, you can search and navigate from the same box, and arrange tabs however you wish — quickly and easily

3.Security
Chrome is designed to keep you safer and more secure on the web with built-in malware and phishing protection, autoupdates to make sure the browser is up-to-date with the latest security updates, and more

4.And more features
Chrome has many useful features built in, including extensions, translation in the browser, themes, and more

so maybe you also can try it out soon.daaaaa..

Pain Pain Go Away

i'm having this pain lately. it has been almost one week but it is still there. the last time i was singing rain, rain go away but now its pain, pain go away..its quite painful and make me feel very uncomfortable. the pain started at my left feet. when i woke up in the morning, i dread to step on my floor because thts when the pain started. and now i have pain on my right shoulder. that kind of sharp and stinging pain. there are few possibilities how my shoulder get the pain.
1. my pillows are not good
2. need to change my mattress
3. spend too much time on computers
4. getting older
5. sprained my muscle

i dont know which one but it will not solve my pain even if i know wht is the caused. i dont want to see a doctor first.i want to bear the pain for a while. if i cannot take it then i will have to have a visit wth the doctor either in private hospital or the government hospital. but that is another story.

at this moment, i just rub my shoulder wth an ointment. the pain will go away but after the effect from the ointment gone, i will be in pain again. sigh..maybe i should stop blogging for a while and give my arm and shoulder a good rest. what do u think my friends?

but actually its nothing compare to other people who has terminal disease or chronic pain like cancer or heart problems..god forbid..maybe this is a test from god..HE wanted to test my patience during crucial time..but i do hope the pain will go soon.

and because i'm so much in pain, my blogger friend Faisal has made a special fish soup just for me.if u like soup u should try this out.it's really delicious. thank u Faisal.

life and death

nothing much happen this week.my life goes on like usual. to tell u the truth i think i am bored. even in school nothing much i can do. life as counsellors also nothing much to talk about. students are too buzy preparing for the exams PMR, SPM and STPM..so they dont look for counsellors to pour out their problem. they are more focus to their studies..there are so much to catch up.

when i was a student, i was not the studious type. i will study when i feel like to study. my ambition just wanted to be a teacher or lecturer. i wanted to further my study oversea like in UK or in Australia. but god already had plan for me. i ended being a normal primary school teacher and got my training in teacher's college only.not far..in my hometown only. when i feel bored teaching Bahasa Malaysia to standard 3 and 4 pupils i tried to apply to get my degree.i was successful and ended up as a counsellors now in secondary schools. i think this time its quite a challenge job u see. i have to listen to all their problem and grouses towards their peers, parents and even their teacher. but as a counsellor, i cannot taking side eventhough i know what they did is wrong. the student or my client is the most important person to me. i need to listen and try to help them as best as i could. their problems are varies. all sort of problems..the unthinkable!! their lifestyles are so different from my lifestyles last time.they are more daring, bold in sharing about their problem. some will tell their intimate moment with their couple and doesnt show any remorse about it. no wonder there are so many social problems nowadays.

and one more thing..one of my colleague's husband has died of heart attack. and he was young about 44 yeras old only. i pity my friend, she got 6 kids to take care of. Al fatehah.hope he will rest in peace. amin

i'm home!

after spending almost one week wth my family celebrating eid ul fitr finally i'm home.i'm kinda of sad to leave them but what to do..i have to report duty again today.and worst still tomorrow eventhough saturday, i have to go to school for replacement. but its ok, work is still a work..i'm gad to see my friends again..lots of gossiping to do..hehe

but as expected, not many students come to school..they are still in holidays mood i guess..worst still, heavy rains poured in the morning..sigh..i wish i'm still tuck in my bed..dreaming :)

also i wanted to say sorry to all of my online friends because i have neglected them so long..not that i dont want to visit all of u but the internet connection was so slow..i dont have enough patience to wait..so today is the visiting day for me..like hari raya..i will come and visit all of u..just wait for me..mwahhss!

Hari Raya Holidays, cookies and Me.

well, as we know ..today is the last day for schools because starting tomorrow we will have a looooooooog holiday..about 2 weeks..hahaha..mind u! so happy holidays to all my students and teachers out there..this is the best part when u opted to be a teacher la..so many holidays to celebrate!

but for those who cannot get a leave for holidays like soldiers, toll operators, policemen, doctors and etc..please dont be sad..oh no..u have right to be sad but remember this...u r doing your services for negara (country)..maybe next year there will be another person to replace u and u will have time to spend hari raya wth yr loves one..i hope so..

so..i have about another week to go to finalize my preprations for hari raya.my raya clothes already been picked from my tailor yesterday..ayyyy..some of it not to my expectations..but what to do? that is wht happened when u send it to them at the very last minute!

tomorrow i'm going to start baking my cookies...chocolate chips, cornflakes and coconut cookies.. already planned wth my sister to bake it together.hope we dont end up fighting because every year she will just help me for few minutes..and taddaaa..shes gone! so my beloved sister..if u read this u will know wht to do right? right? ye la tu..hehehee..

friends..wish me luck ya? i only bake once a year..so the possibilty to 'batat' kan my cookies is very very high..hahaha.

happy independent day Malaysia..!

i love my country..i cannot imagine myself be apart from him..dont get me wrong..but everybody should love their country right? no matter how hard life is, or how difficult we want to go from destination to another destination because of the traffic jams ..i still love my country..

i'm very proud to be the citizen of Malaysia..when i travel to another country i can be very excited..because i wanted to see different views, different peoples and their exotic foods..but after few days i will miss my country back..i cant wait to go home and to mingle wth my family..have my favourite foods etc..

there's thing i dislike..but let me keep it in my heart..like we shouldnt talk bad about other people, i also dont like to talk bad about Malaysia..theres a proverb hujan emas di negara orang, hujan batu di negeri sendiri lebih baik hujan batu..ohhh sorry if u dont understand malay..i kind of lazy to translate it to english hehehe..okay..oky its something like..even if other country is better than ours..but at the end u still wanted be at home..hmmmm hope u understand wht i'm trying to say..:)

today we are celebrating our 53th independant day..what about yours..when is yr national day?

yayyy...Bonus!!

you remember or not when at earlier post how i wished our government would give us a civil servants a bonus for Hari Raya?? yayyyyy...my wish comes true!! this will be a big surprise because i thought it will never happen...RM5000...ooppss..RM500 my dear. it can make a lot of difference u know...:))

what a sweet day..today 25th August also our salary day..hmmm..in my head i already made some calculations here and there..what to buy and what not to buy...no more handbags of course..this year only i bought 2 branded handbags..coach and Louis vuitton..the price total all together was almost as much as my one month salary..hmmm i will use it again even though it is not brand new anymore..

a few pairs of baju kebaya, tailor-made..I'm not a big fan of baju kurung but my nature of job would want me to wear it all the time..if u give me a choice i would love to be clad in jeans and t-shirts only..with a pair of good shoes..talking about shoes..i'm not a shoes lover so my money will be spared from buying one..will prefer visiting my relatives on my sandal..who wants to be bothered by straps and bling bling shoes during hari raya?? crazy..

some of it will goes to hari raya cookies..i will make some..the easiest cookies in this world..cornflakes, chocolate chips,kuih gunting and kuih goyang or bunga ros. the must have is pineapples tarts (already ordered 4 balangs hehehe)and maybe add another one or two from jusco.

oh my god, i forgot to include duit raya or angpau into my budget...:((
anyway..thank god.. the bonus will surely less my burden..:)

pssst...anybody who wants to borrow i will charge u 40% of interest..muahahaha!!

about ramadhan, shawal n bonus...

nothing much happening this week. we already in the second week of ramadhan.as for me i just do the routine like usual. nothing special. next month is the month of Syawal.its time for celebrating after one month of fasting. nothing much to celebrate again.still didnt buy anything..new clothes, cookies etc..the only thing i look forward to is to be with my family members on that special day. i love being surrounded by my family members. we will talk about anything and everything under the skies and we will keep planning what to cook and what to eat..hmmm cant wait for the day..:) oh i forget to tell u that my family and i are planning to wear purple on the first day of Eid..hahaha!!!

i also has posted my forms (if u remember ab this on my earlier post) by poslaju berhad. i hope they will consider my applications. if everything goes well, i will started this on December.what it is? hahaha...wait for my announcement ya? i'm crossing my finger right now.

well, i am really scratching my head now wht to write..so that's it..till next time..daaaaaa!

psssttt...i hope the government will announce some good news for all civil servants like me..maybe bonus for hari raya???

Rain Rain Go Away...

feel like sharing with u one of my favourite kids song..why suddenly?? because its raining cats and dogs everyday lately...i feel blessed.. some more during ramadhan..what else i could ask for more...nice weather wth cold fresh air..lets sing a song now..

Rain, rain, go away
come again some other day...

its raining its pouring
the old man is snoring

went to bed
and knocked his head
couldnt wake upin the morning

i am sure all of u also have favourite kiddie song that always humming in your head one a while..wanna share it with me?

My New Episode..

this is not a Twilight saga eventhough i do like Robert Pattinson aka Edward but the more i watched the movie i think i liked jacob better..he is more like this type of man that i used to read in the love story novels.."tall, dark and handsome"..Edward kinda too pale for me..chewahhh..prasan!Bella..dont mad at me..this is only a joke ok?

actually i dont want to talk about this movie..i want to talk more about myself..i am into the next episode of my life..but sorry ya..i dont want to tell you yet what it is..it is not a secret either but lets say i just filled out a form for something that i'm dying to do all this while..more like i couldnt believe that i can do it few years ago..bla bla bla..hahaha

but i promise i will tell you if i got it..i will tell u..i will know somewhere in october or november..fuh! i still couldnt believe i dare to participate in this...:))maybe you can give me some good guess..just for fun will ya? if its true..i will ki$$ your site everyday for 1 week..hahaha..how about that? and please pray for me that i will successful to get a place..if not ........jeng jeng jeng..i will try again next year..no hard feeling!

Betrayal of the first degree!!

i feel so sad...
i feel betrayed..
i trust u so much but u did this things to me..
i couldnt believe u could do this to me..
how can i trust u again?
the first time u did ths i forgive u..
but u keep repeating the same mistake again and again..

but this time it hurt me so much..
i want to cry but there is no more tears..
how could u do this to me?
why and why?

the only thing u should do is to ask..
i will give u all if u ask..
my mistake..my mistake is to trust u too much..
i hope this will be the last..
if not dont ever utter the word SORRY again..
believe me..there is a limit to everything..
so pls listen carefully..
there will be no second chance...
choW!!

very busy week

Monday
- 10.30 am - went to Dewan MPS Seremban to bring form 5 students to Educational Exhibitions from IPTS.
- 2.00 pm - went to immigration department to take new form. i lost mi IC so need to make a police report first.
-3.30 pm - Program Teknik Menjawab soalan AddMaths for form 5 students.
- dinner at chinese oriental

Tuesday
- busy in schools as usual
- 2.00pm - went to immigration again to submit forms
- dinner at Fish Manhattan

Wednesday
- handling a program for students
- rush back to kg to visit my arwah aunty. she died last nite. may she rest in peace.

Thursday
- handling English and Pendidikan Agama Islam programs
- went to KL for field trips to Malaysian Arts Institute, KLMU n The one Academy.

Friday
- handling program 3 penjuru for teachers, students and their parents
- dinner at kensington.

Have a nice weekend to waliz and friends!!!

Service Excellency Award 2009

1. Today is the most happiest day in my life.
2. Barely 2 years i did my duty as a counsellor in my school, i been awarded Service Excellency Award for year 2009.
3. Very-very happy.
4. Speechless
5. Strive to work harder this year.
6. Thanks to my family,principle, senior assistants, fellow counsellors, colleague and everybody.

Lets Make Money From Your Website

hi fren, i'm back! still having some pain here n there but ths could not stop me from blogging, yeah! like older people said 'old habits die hard'. so while i surfing here, surfing there, blogwalking here,and blogwalking there..i found this one website which offer me how to make money with our own website.curious as a cat (hehehe) i just signed up (its free so nothing got to lose here). it's something like this...

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so lo n behold, i just cut and paste the banner code in my website and also send the message to all my members in weblog, walla! in one nite i already got myself $6.40. i think it was not so bad. i dont have to do much but the money will keep coming (slow n steady la). so why not all of u try this? and one more thing, even though people clicked and not joining, u will still get 5 cents. awsome!! maybe u still cannot understand what i'm trying to tell but why dont u click open the link below to get it and see it for yourself. dont hesitate, just click.maybe u will thank me after this, who knows?? yeahhh...

click here please...or u cant click at the banner above. good luck!

I am Sick!

My Simptoms

1. cough nonstop
2. sore throats
3. headache
4. fever
5. muscle pain
6. asthma

went to see a doctor.

1. nebulizer
2. injection at my buttock
3. lots of pills!

MC TODAY!!!!

my new notebook

i bought this netbook recently. no complain so far, only sometimes i must be very2 patient to wait especially when using internet.but very easy to carry it everywhere, light and small.i can even put it in my handbag.this is the other features :_

•10.1" widescreen
•Companion PC for browsing and basic connectivity
•Light, stylish and highly portable
•Up to 11 hours of battery life rating
•Travel-friendly features

and lastly i love the color!! dont know why i'm so into red these days:))

Holiday in Tioman Island

one of the small island surrounding


crystal clear water..amazing!u can see the colorful fishes and corals.but i couldnt put it here bcos i dont have waterproof camera.sad..:(


One of the view from our resort in genting

i went to Tioman Island during my last school holiday.Tioman Island (locally known as Gunung Daik Bercabang Tiga) is a small island located 32 km off the east coast of Peninsular Malaysia in the state of Pahang, and is some 39 km long and 12 km wide. It has eight main villages, the largest and most populous being Kampung Tekek in the north. The densely forested island is sparsely inhabited, and is surrounded by numerous coral reefs, making it a popular scuba diving spot. There are also a lot of resorts and chalets around the island.


Snorkeling trip to the Marine park

The view is so breathtaking beautiful i feel like going to the island again. maybe i will go to the different part of the island like tekek or salang.

How to Spend Your Holiday Leisurely

Long holidays can be bored sometimes if you could not think of anything to do. Here I try to give you some tips and hope you can spend your holidays more meaningful after this.

School holidays are coming. Everybody would love to have some nice holidays to spend with your love ,ones but except for going somewhere which are expensive and time comsuming why don’t we try to do something different like these:-

1. Try to go for a movie especially the one which suited everybody in the family. Spend some money on food stuff children likes like cotton candy, porcorn and coca-cola. Buy some souviner that comes with the as and movie.Example, toys like character in the movie.

2. Get the children to wake up early and go for mountain climbing. If not you can choose a hill behind your house and start walking up the hill. Show the chidren the floras and the faunas that you find along the track.This is so fun they will ask you to bring them back again.

3. Try out new recipes. The one they love to eat in the restaurant but you never have a chance to cook before. My children loves cheesecake so I try to find out the recipes for the cheesecake. We go to the supermarket and choose the ingredients together. After reach home they usually could not wait to start the cooking. This is a good experience for the kids so they would not rely too much on us to do simple cooking like frying eggs and making an omelletes.



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20 Signs Your Man is Cheating On You

Sometimes women can be so naive when talking about relationship. They are too trusting on their partner or spouses they tend to be blinded by his actions that shows that their men are cheating on them. Let’s us see what it is.

1. They often come home late and get angry when we ask him their where about.

2. They use phone in the toilet and put in silent mode when they received messages. Sometimes you can feel their uneasiness when received phone calls when he is with you.

3. Always give an excuse when we try to be intimate. For example, feel tired, no mood and something else.

4. Less communications with you unless he is the quite type.

5. Spend out more time than in the house and look very uneasy when he is at home.

6. Start being very prudent with his money but lots of stuff for him like new clothes, perfumes and shoes.

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8. Send out text messages at odd times like in the middle of the night.

9. Spend more time chatting on the net.

10. Doing more out-station work than before.

11. Start exercising more.

12. Sometimes when he feels guilty he try to be nice to you.

13. He likes to compare you with somebody else and starting to find fault with you.

14. He acts coldly when he is with you only but try to impress you when with family friends and relatives.

15. He will tell that you are not a good cook and hurriedly find excuse to eat outside.

16. You cannot see his phone lying everywhere.The phone will always be with him.

17. Every time when you answer your house phone and the other person do not want to talk to you.

18. Your instinct tells you that something is wrong with your husband. He is not like his usual self and you know you are not at fault.

19. You found a restaurants or hotels receipt but you yourself never been there.

20. His credit card bills suddenly become high but you do not see what he is buying.

The signs above may be not correct 100% but some of it might be true. The most important is to follow your instinct. Happy reading!



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what u should do when u get stress

Stress is one of the emotional and physical strain caused by something which can trigger pain in our head or body. When I am in stress I feel headache, neck pain, stiff on my shoulder, nauseated and a fast heart beat. It is almost impossible to live a life without any stress but the way we handle it will make our life better.

1. Stop doing things or work for more than 4 hours a day. You should not sit too long especially when you are using a computer. Your eyes will get tired and this will lead to stress.

2. Humor is one of the most important aspect in our life. Without humor our life would be dull. Activities as simple as watching a funny movie, or sharing time with a humorous friend can provide a psychological lift and relieve stress. Laughing can release your tension and make you feel much better.

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Why U Should Avoid World Warcraft Games

Talking about how this game can be dangerous to your life.

I am not anti on line games. In fact I love to play some of it. Especially in Mini clips. Games in this so called Mini clips are quite harmless. It is easy to play and after sometimes you will get bored and you can just dump it just like that. You are not hook or become addictive. Here are the lists why you should avoid World War craft games based on my experience. Mind you, I have two addicts in my family. They will do anything to play this game anytime and anywhere:-

1. This WW games are so addictive, they will abandon everything including their sleep and meal time. They so absorb with what they playing.

2. They become antisocial. They do not want to attend any ceremony, party or visit relatives and families. They are afraid if they go they will miss the opportunity to win anything in the game.

3. They can get angry very easily. After hours in front of the computer what do you expect?

4. They won’t let anybody use the computer or laptop. Fighting among siblings are normal

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10 types of people i hate most

My general view aout human beings.


Well, I am not going to tell that I am perfect but everybody sure does have nasty experiences with this type of people. I can only list out ten types of people that I do not like and maybe you want to share with me about others.

1. Not punctual. This is the most annoying type of people that I have encounter. The excuse, ‘I am on my way’ means she or he still not leaving. Believe me.

2. Talk big. I cannot stand this type of people. I know you are rich but it does not mean you can brag about it to other people especially to less fortunate one. But most of the time this people does not have anything. They only talk big to cover up their weakness.

3. Women beater. Maybe this guy also being abused when he was a kid but it does not mean you can show your temper to a woman. If you are really strong then try your luck in the boxing championship.


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God Help, I Need Some Sleep

Writing about how insomnia can affect your life in so many ways.

I think I’m having a sleep disorder. It started when I had my fibroid removed few months ago.

At first, I do not have any difficulty to sleep. I’m not used to stay up late. At most time I will be on my bed by ten o’clock. Then around two or three o’clock in the morning, I will wake up and then I couldn’t sleep anymore. I used to think about so many things at that time. It makes my eyes open wider.

Then, I couldn’t make myself to sleep at all. My eyes will be wide open until morning. I try so many things in order to get some good sleep. You name it. Take hot shower, drink warm milk before sleep, use aromatherapy oil like lavender, count hundreds and so on. But still I couldn’t sleep. What’s the matter with me?

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Hooked On Sydney Sheldon's Novel

I’m an avid fan of author Sydney Sheldon and I want to tell you why.

According to the title above I must admit I am a true fan of Sydney Sheldon’s novels. I have all the eighteen novels of various titles and the most favourite is The Other Side of Midnight. I cannot tell or describe my craziness of his novels and I cannot get enough. I feel very sad when he passed away because i know i could not get myself any new novel from him. Let me tell you why Sydney Sheldon’s novels are addictive.

1. The main character in the novel is a woman. In all of his novel, Sydney Sheldon was portraying a woman as a hero who overcomes any hardness and struggle in life. I always imagine or putting myself in the character shoes and imagine myself as the hero.

2. The plot is very interesting and stimulating. Once you started reading his novel, you cannot put it down. I always read the novel and finish it in just two days. I would skip lunch or dinner because I was reluctant to let it go until i finish reading.

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Why You Need To Smile

Smile is something we do everyday unconsciously. When we smile we feel cheerful. We feel we own the world. And we feel blessed. We feel bless that we still have our family, our good health and our property. You also need to smile always because of these:

1. Smile is good for your face muscle. It is a form of exercise. Smile will make you feel younger and brighter.

2. Smile can help to ease your sorrow. When we tend to sulk, it will affect you for the whole day. Smile will help you to overcome any of your bad feelings.

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Why You Need At Least $100 With You

I know the topic seems to be quite ridiculous but I want to ask ,’ how many of you exactly carrying that amount of cash with you?” and credit card is not included in this.

These are the reason:

1. Imagine when you are driving and then suddenly you have a flat tyres somewhere and there is no help that you can think off.

2. Your kids or one of your family members are sick. At least you can go to the nearest clinic and be sure you can pay the bills.

3. You need to go to the groceries because your fridge is empty.

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How To Study In Group

Tips on how to study effectively in group for the students.

1. Make sure that the group is not too big. 3 to 5 peoples are enough. If more than that it will become group of talking and do nothing.

2. Focus only to the topic that you want to discuss.

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TRUE love

True love will always shine and will be there forever, no matter what.

I feel grateful to you my God,

for giving him happiness and calmness,

I was lucky to share it with him,

He loves me
all the time,

To advice me to be somebody great and cheerful

Oh God, please give me strenght to take care of my love,
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Graduate With Flying Colours

I would like to share with you some of my experience while I was studying in the university. I may not be the best person to speak about this topic but i just want to tell from my view and observations during my university days.

1. First, you must grateful to god that you are been given a chance to go to the university. Many people doesn’t have this chance.


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Law of Attraction: My Wish Comes True

I know lots of people has read this book. Any book on law of attraction. The bestselling one is The Secret. I don’t know about you but i think it did work on me. I’m not going to promote the book but I just want to share with you some of my experience.

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i dont understand men really

I do think men come from Planet Mars. It is so difficult to understand them. Sometimes they can make you go crazy. Sometimes they are so adorable you will want to hug them forever. Sometimes you would want to punch them on the face. Quite harsh but that is my opinion.

I do think men came from the other side of the world. When you be nice to them they wont appreciate it. If you don’t bother, they will try to seduce you. Try to attract you with so many things. Will pamper you and send you flowers.
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joke of the month...

i have a nice joke to share with u...got it from my mailbox...macam biasa gambar kat atas takde kena mengena dengan citer di bawah..saje je suka posing..depan pavillion..rasa mcm kat luar negara la pulak..:)))

Why Indian Students are disliked abroad. ..... .......?


It was the first day of a school in USA and a new Indian student named Chandrasekhar Subramanian entered the fourth grade.

The teacher said, "Let's begin by reviewing some American History. Who said 'Give me Liberty, or give me Death'?"

She saw a sea of blank faces, except for Chandrasekhar, who had his hand up:?'Patrick Henry, 1775'he said.

'Very good! Who said 'Government of the People, by the People, for the People, shall not perish from the Earth?''

Again, no response except from Chandrasekhar. 'Abraham Lincoln, 1863' said Chandrasekhar.

The teacher snapped at the class, 'Class, you should be ashamed. Chandrasekhar, who is new to our country, knows more about our history than you do.'

She heard a loud whisper: 'F ___ the Indians,'

'Who said that?' she demanded. Chandrasekhar put his hand up. 'General Custer, 1862.'

At that point, a student in the back said, 'I'm gonna puke.'

The teacher glares around and asks 'All right! Now, who said that?' Again, Chandrasekhar says, 'George Bush to the Japanese Prime Minister, 1991.'

Now furious, another student yells, 'Oh yeah? Suck this!'

Chandrasekhar jumps out of his chair waving his hand and shouts to the teacher, 'Bill Clinton, to Monica Lewinsky,1997'

Now with almost mob hysteria someone said 'You little shit. If you say anything else, I'll kill you.' Chandrasekhar frantically yells at the top of his voice, ' Michael Jackson to the child witnesses testifying against him, 2004.'

The teacher fainted. And as the class gathered around the teacher on the floor, someone said, 'Oh shit, we're screwed!' And Chandrasekhar said quietly, 'I think it was Lehmann Brothers, November 4th, 2008.

shopping time..at the pavillion KL

last month february i went shopping like a mad woman..
these are my new items added in my possessions...
i feel quite guilty about it..but i'm very2 happy at the same time..
not everyday i spent like this...here they are..


bought a 40% discount of tommy hilfiger tshirt...


toshiba mini notebook...very light and small...can fit into my handbag anytime...i like!



coach handbag...i love the color..!maybe a wallet next time..or coin purse wth same brand..


nokia e71..first i thought i wanna a blacberry..but maybe next time..can log in into my facebook account anytime now..hehehe



and i bought myself a levi's jeans...not a big fan of levi's just feel like buying after trying it few times...

so this month of march i will have to control myself not to splurge on anything...not even a piece of secret recipe's cheesecakes...! wait and seelah..

today rantings..

lama tak update blog ni...dekaT 2 bulan lebih...
apa nak buat..tak ada masa..kalau adapun busy buat kerja lain yang x penah abis..
so from january to february what did i do..?
entah..i lost count and i dont intend to count..
but i was really satisfied with my life now..
i think i did quite well in everything i do..
i hope i do better tomorrow, next week and next year..
i cant wait to finish my current studies so i can hop to the next level..

can i do it?
sure i can...i am very2 positive it will turn out very very well for me...
thts is my rantings for today..!
sangat sangat tidak ada idea...

my youngest brother wedding pics 201209

today i'm wearing a scarf for my bro's big day...

mila, zahra nini and me at the pelamin

ahmad lutfi al linggi and his beautiful bride (my sis in law)

overall the wedding was a success..atleast 2000 peoples came...we sacrificed 2 cows, 4 goats, and 1500 egss for bunga telur. the menu : kambing golek, rendang daging, kari daging, paceri nenas, udang wth bamboo shoots, perut wth long beans and bubur kacang hijau wth durians as a dessert...it was a wonderful wedding eventhough i was exhausted melayani all the guests..one more wedding to go after this!