Te Kotahitanga : New Zealand

hellooooo...i'm going to Auckland, New Zealand from 16th to 24th april..!!! fly by Royal Brunei to Bandar Sri Begawan and from there will fly to Auckland.

From Auckland we will go to Hamilton to meet Professor Russell Bishop from University of Waikato. Then i will present my paper " Educational Perspective Among Indigenous Students Based On The Model GPILSEO- A case study in the state of Pahang". i will ask him his opinion about my tesis proposal. he is the creator of the Model GPILSEO but his subject of research is on the Maori people of New Zealand.

from there we will go to Rotorua..hope i will enjoy my stay there...see you again!!

Down The Memory Lane

6 days to go.i have been waiting to do this long time a go but never have a chance. now i have the opportunity i cant wait to go. i'll be away this sunday but i will tell you on the last minute only where is the destination. i'm so evil muahahaha...

when i was a kid, my late father went there for a course cum work. he stayed there without us for about two years. everymonth without failed he sent us a parcel full with chocolates and toys. we were eagerly waiting for his presents. but everytime the parcels came, the chocolates already melted. but we ate it anyway. it tasted better than the local chocolates anyway.

when he finally came home i was about 4 years old. yeah it has been long time.and now it was my turn to go there..i wish i can share with him my experiences when i come home. i can share the name of places i go and i am sure he will still remember the place. until the last moment we talked about it and i could see how he was happy to talk about this place. but now i couldnt share it with him. i was regret he didnt take us along with him that time. but he told us, my mom was scared to follow him that time. she was rather stayed behind at kampung with my grandmother and grandfather. she didnt want to follow him. so he left us and went alone.

after that my father never left us again except for the last 2 years he was in the army. they sent him to Labuan, Sabah. like before, my mom didnt want to follow him. this time the reason was, i was going to sit for my big exam when i was in primary school. but the sacrified paid off. i got 5A's in my exam. then i was away in boarding school. then out of the blue my father came home for good. he was with us until the last breath. i miss u ayah. i wish u can send me to the airport to the place you have been to once..i would love to..i really do eventhough it is impossible.i really really miss u ;(

Canopy Walkway Taman Negara

well, this is the best and the scariest part when i was in Taman Negara. At first glace , there was nothing to be afraid of..we just enjoyed our adventure there but when i was on top of the walkway suddenly i had this fear..what will happen if the rope give away? what will happen to me then? eventhough i was slightly regretted my decision to walk on the canopy but it was too late to back off..i could feel my knees trembling..but i had to be brave then..there were so many people behind me taking turns to walk on the canopy..so i had no choice but to finish it..hahaha..the view from the canopy was breathtaking.. i could see Tembeling River from above..this is the lifetime experience..words cannot justified the experience..you have to be there to feel what i feel..i felt very relieved when we finished the walkway..i thanked god for giving me chance to experince this..whoever love outdoor activities..shouldnt let go this opportunity..just go for it!