To Tell or Not To Tell...

i didnt know what i was doing is right or wrong...whether i deserved it or not...or should i feel proud? this incident happened last year and i will laugh out loud everytime i think of it...

tht time i was attending one of my counselling classes ...this lecturer..i named him as Dr.AB..is known as a religious guy...everytime he entered our class , he would talk about religion..at first i didnt mind but somehow its getting worst everyday because it had no relevant to the subject he supposed to teach.. and to think that my class was a multiraces class wont help at all..

as i was the only malay girl who was not wearing tudung (scarf) i was quite uncomfortable and reluctant to attend his classes because i was skeptical towards him ...my friends also pitied me because they said it would affected my marks. If u in the university..your fate actually is in your lecturer hands (but not all)..if u can carry their ball well..maybe the chances u getting an A is better..sad to say but it was true..but till the end i managed to attend every single classes without failed...because i was stubborn too..nobody has right to stop me from attending his class..whatever is said or done..

but i was not to be intimidated by him because i always believe i could do well without anybody help...! but after a few presentations..well...i must say that i got one of the lowest marks in the class eventhough somebody else who did badly than me scored higher marks...i didnt bother much because , even i didnt score in his paper..so what? i know i still can do well in other paper..infact my cgpa was among the best...so i couldnt be bothered..u talked a lot about religion right? then u answer this to god yrself why u couldnt be fair to your student..

as a true believer in the law of attractions..i keep visualized myself getting good results eventhough my carried forward marks was not enought for me to get an A in his paper...the best i could get was A- . one day he called me to his room.. my friends pitied me once again..they thought i was going to get a good lecture from him about my free hair, or my dress or anything lah...but i was not scared..i got answer for all his questions...!

when i entered his room...he asked me if i could help him translate some of his paper work to english. i was surprised because i thought there was somebody else who could do better than me...but i did say yes..i will try my best. and u know wht? he said if i helped him he will helped me too...i know wht he meant but i didnt ask him to elaborate...he did ask me not to tell other people about it...hmmm...later i found out that the paper i translated was meant for his pHD student...wow! hehehe...

and finally..when the result was out..i got an A for his paper! i was not surprised but my friends..oh my..they all couldnt believe it!!...some even said i used my charmed on him....could u believe tht? this came from the same person who said my appearance will affected my marks! but i just i told them...'if u believe in yourself u can do it!'so please... dont judge people or scrutinized them...u might need their help one day... need i say more....naaaahhhh!